the monsters my friends

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Dear insects,dear stones,

Am fed up

Not really the word to describe my feelings right now..

It`s really a messy day today

The monster kept following me.

………………………….

And I feel like a stone who sunk in my heart for some other reasons..and feel like canceling my blog too but dnt have the courage..like I hesitate to start one and now hesitating to cancel it

I feel like an insect taken up by the wind

Dear insects,

Am voiceless

Or don’t find the proper words to fill in that blank surface of my life.

If I could only erase some feelings from me then perhaps Stone, I will probably be among u.

I thought that I won’t care that much either if I do care. But I realize that I care much more than I thought.

and i regret for not being able to talk to u...and regret to hang off the 4ne koz i was not able to talk...n wish to call u back.but wont do
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good bye 7x1,7x2,7x3,7x4,7x5,7x6,7x7.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

the monsters my friends

and the monsters kept following me
I tried to close my eyes
but the memories remain
go away
ugly dust
ugly disease
go away monsters
I don't care anymore
u can no more hurt me
dears monsters.. I have no choice
but to make u my friends
there is a hope lost
what so funny....
glad not to feel anger

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

the red sky

I tried to paint the the dull, stony fields into a more vivid colour
vainly interrupting the picture of my mind...
with the red sky above me
I failed to reach the sky
with an overdose
of sugar pills
I only died for a 6th time
I lied down with my dull reflection
arguing with me..
for a last cry...
cruel days made me cruel
my mind threatening my spirit that reside in me..
with a hard slap
I tried to paint the the dull, stony fields into a more vivid colour
and I failed to reach the sky

Sunday, April 15, 2007

am stuck in the corner

my blank page reveals me some mysteries s i have never known

in the corner of my eyes,

I distinguished some liars sitting next to my eyebrow,

my ugly face need some peels.

some sugar to revive from nature...

I have said the much I could not said to myself.

With an angry laughter that fail to disappear .

in my amnesic memories...,,

I cry upon the disease that follows my whole existence..

The sour taste from my saucepan..

gave me a bad grimes..

the mess that made my life ..

a stories that cant yet be written

the anger that tortures me when it thought that that i have not taken care or it..

arouse my mind and desperate me from breathing...and hope disappearance catch me up

its one am..

and my mind got the disease that contaminate me with laziness and am not invited to work

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