to the things i cant see....

i wish i was free. i felt being free.

and being free is never enough..

am tired

tired of thinking

and messing everything .....finding conclusions that lead to nowhere only koz am staying like... some smashed potato,,,,,

being a passive stranger to myself

i just need a big kick....an electric shock perhaps and wake me up....

have my portfolio to complete... and thought so much of it that now i have no guts to start

it..perhaps ive been thinking too much.... n still being afraid of not being a `la hauteur` for my 3rd year.... ...

n now thinking too much of myself............am fed up with myself

feel myself like an alien walking down the street and feel everyone with their eyes popping wild at me

at me...like me being weird

or perhaps its just an impression
am fed up with myself
koz too much of conversation is being inside,within myself instead of talking to the right person.

and fed up.ya thing s need to be change..hell with everybody ..have to live my live...have only one life so...dnt need to be afraid to make things...that will only unable me doing thing i really want and loosing time unnecessary